The Balm to The Rescue *vegan lip treatment*

i ♥ the packaging 

♥ ♥ ♥

i ♥ this lip treatment muchie besides my daily babies Vaseline~ :)

i used to apply this when i wake up 

it softens and moisturizes my lips well

in mint scent and a light cooling effect :) 

p/s : have a try ^^
this lip treatment really moisture & soften
 our lips in instant
-Shushiii-      
-xoxoxo-      

CANMAKE color stick in 08

Normally this brand can be found in Sasa outlet :)

Stated as color stick (i assume this is a concealer stick :p)

color stick in 08 ( more to light beige with micro shimmering effect)

can see the different with my skin tone
after blend it , it is just nice as i got very serious dark circle

Pros:
- smooth texture
- easy to blend
- can use as highlighter as it contained shimmers (for under eye ,cheek bone area  and nose)
- available in many choices of shade

- very convenient to bring it to trip as it is small in size and in stick not liquid :)

Cons:
- somehow the shimmering not suitable to use on every part of face(looks puffy)
- quite pricey for students (i think its less than 10g size -can't find the weight)

p/s : this is unpaid review for sure :p 

     still will recommend this as i like the texture :)

     it will better if it is without shimmering 

     *opsssie *

 da shimmering noticeable under the sun ray
or some of dim light(yellow light)

     or some angle perhaps?

     or else it looks matte still :)

just an empty me

i got my own dream.

i really wanna go for it yet lack of support from the one i care.

feel so empty when seeing others can go for what they really want and people around them support them mentally and physically no matter what it takes. *jealous-ing*

maybe i don't have the quality yet i need more support from the only one to prove that i'm ain't that bad.

chances is not always there for me, i already missed out many chances since years ago.

 i realize that i am the one who create chances for my own, ain't others :)

hope i can go for what i really want by this coming October after i leave Kampar *hopefully*

wish me luck all my dearies :)

wish you all good luck too ^^

good morning to all of you  ♥♥♥

♥ my new habit ♥

Currently always fed up and angry easily over small thingy.

Don't feel to talk.Just walk away.

Online chat with friend and doing my fyp.

Getting bored with it and have a peek of my nails color collection and randomly choose one and apply it on my nails.

Hmmmm...

Will add some picture of my nail colors soon :)

My ugly finger will exposed soon also :p

So i think coloring my nails is my new way to make myself feeling better

♥ continuing doing my FYP now ♥
                -bye ♥-

Promises

These few days, felt so emotional.

Probably because lack of rest and sick.

Slightly sensitive with the word " P.R.O.M.I.S.E "

This word can be so sweet yet can cause heart break.

A word that full of uncertainty. Don't you think so??

-P.R.O.M.I.S.E.-

p/s: say it if only  u meant it
~Shushiii~            
       ~xoxoxo~              

                 

我怎麼等？？？

同樣的一場曰落　同樣你還是沒說
只是抱緊我　時間一到就鬆手


      你用一萬個理由　都比沉默還溫柔
      為什麼愛我又不斷退後
      你害怕的是什麼　你想要的是什麼
      站在你背後　我連呼吸都痛


我要　相信你是愛我的　我要　相信你是勇敢的
我煩　時間是最殘酷的　我怎麼等
我要　相信你是愛我的　不要　當我每次唱情歌
眼裡總有太多淚　不停拉扯


      我用一萬個答案　解釋我們的距離
      到最後發現我全都猜錯
      你害怕的是什麼　你想要的是什麼
      站在你背後　我連呼吸都痛


我要　相信你是愛我的　我要　相信你是勇敢的
我煩　時間是最殘酷的　我怎麼等
我要　相信你是愛我的　不要　當我每次唱情歌
眼裡總有太多淚　不停拉扯


      你懷裡有太多問號　告訴我怎麼依靠


我要　相信你是愛我的　我要　相信你是勇敢的
我煩　時間是最殘酷的　我怎麼等
我要　相信你是愛我的　不要　當我每次唱情歌
眼裡總有太多淚　不停拉扯

I ain't feeling that well

It's 6pm when i opened my eyes from a long nap with a headache.Feeling not good.Been to emotional recently.
Perhaps the feeling for 3 years back is here again. Feel to do nothing at all. Even my favorite hobby all the time-nail coloring. The feeling is so wrong.

Facing my lappie with my tears flowing on my cheek. It's something I couldn't control it. I don't even know the reason why my tears is flowing.

Lying on my bed, staring the ceiling for a moment with a blank mind. I know what i should do now. But i just don't know how to work it out in a correct way. I understood everything, but i am just too selfish and perhaps, I have no intention to understand and accept what is already happened.

Even in my dream, i still afraid with the feeling of losing it. It is too much for this.

I don't know this could actually really hurt me so much.

I hope I will be better as time goes by.

*cheers*  

♥