Perhaps the feeling for 3 years back is here again. Feel to do nothing at all. Even my favorite hobby all the time-nail coloring. The feeling is so wrong.
Facing my lappie with my tears flowing on my cheek. It's something I couldn't control it. I don't even know the reason why my tears is flowing.
Lying on my bed, staring the ceiling for a moment with a blank mind. I know what i should do now. But i just don't know how to work it out in a correct way. I understood everything, but i am just too selfish and perhaps, I have no intention to understand and accept what is already happened.
Even in my dream, i still afraid with the feeling of losing it. It is too much for this.
I don't know this could actually really hurt me so much.
I hope I will be better as time goes by.
*cheers*
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