i'm not meant to be here just to wait . . wondering.

i'm hepi as i wait for every single sec to look after what is going to happen for da nex secs..

i'm always wondering . . . wondering ... and keep on wondering . . .






but as i wondering more and more  . . .

it seems like things happened jus not so right. . .

what i have expected and which it supposed to be jus wont happen..

sumbody just like to fill my box of hope with dissapointment...

its full of dissapointement. . . . . 

it make my heart break to pieces again n again....         

when will it recover back ??? or maybe its already over my limit and would not recover any longer???

nobody knows... n i, myself still wondering about it as well...

i appreaciate everyone i noe... i dun wan to lost anyone n im not afford to lost anyone...

but... not everyone will appreciate me like de way i do..

the more i care. . . the more i hurt...

n i never noe what im going to do to face dis kind of situation anymore...

*********** may god bless me alwaysss***********

p/s:

appreciate everyone around u...
don't regret when its too late..
& fill ur every secs full of joy and happinesss...  have a nice day ^___^